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I often get misunderstood and can't get the things i want accross. I don't talk about myself often to others but I'll write them notes and let them read it(sometimes..).I have a fair amount of people who I think i can call friend but I get confused and people take advantage of me b/c i like to help people or I can't understand things. Well that's me in a tiny yet open nutshell.
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Nov. 24th, 2005 @ 02:39 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: numb
had a run in on the w/ my dad....gods i totally lost it! i let out all of my hatred to him. yelling at him w/ tears still streaming down my face. i felt pathetic but at the same time i was glad i was causing him pain (is that wrong even tho u hate the guy to fell such plasure in knowing ur causing them pain?) still a lil skaken up g2g
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Nov. 16th, 2005 @ 06:28 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: crushed
it feels like my heart is being torn right outta me from the neck. i hate this! i cant stand it! i want to help the only one who has been able to help me and made me feel something and i cant!!! i dont know wat to do anymore and since nobody gives a fuck about wat i poste up here i wont get help. so later have a fucking great day. piss asses!
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Nov. 15th, 2005 @ 10:50 am idk any more
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: Marilyn Manson- COMA WHITE
single again and kinda happy bout it...idk i think it was for the best...my firend is having some major pain right now ( i wanna help him so bad but i just dont know how to)...if some one asks about this i'll post the info but since nobody reads my posts then it doesnt really matter.
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Nov. 8th, 2005 @ 07:15 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: giddy
well let me see i think i had the greatest day since that day so very long ago in the park....my friend whom i've not cotacted for about 5 monthes just got back in touch with me and we chatted on myspace about nothing. it was the greatest! well g2g
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Nov. 5th, 2005 @ 10:51 am (no subject)

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Nov. 2nd, 2005 @ 07:16 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bouncy
I'm doing okay.. haven't been here in a while but yeah. well i'm finally not single anymore i got a hook up on halloween that made my night and i'm al about happy as can be right now.
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Oct. 21st, 2005 @ 08:50 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: the Noose (a perfect circle)
great today is the guy that i like's last day. right now im at skool and things r going alright but i'm dreading this afternoon wen he leaves i just hope he'll b happier at his new place rather than where he is right now. but the it's not like i can't still talk to him or see him so maybe things will be okay.
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Oct. 18th, 2005 @ 06:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: drained
Well the guy I was trying to go out with is transferring schools so I'm not that happy about it but the way I look at it maybe I can go over to someone's house or stay in contact with him. All I can hope is that he is happier at his mom's than at his dad's. well that's about all for now.
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Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 07:16 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: ecstatic
Something good has finally happened in my life since this summer when my life got turned upside down. I've just got a date with someone I like very much to homecoming. This news has just made my week! I feel as though nothing can go wrong (and even if it does then I won't let it get to me.) and so what if I tried out for dance team and didn't make it, there was ppl way better than me there and there are always other things to do. I'm not going to let not making a school team get me down on life. For the next five yrs. I'm going to do everything I think that my s.o.s. would've wanted me to do.
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Oct. 6th, 2005 @ 07:01 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: depressed
I don't think I can ever talk to some of my friens again. I feel like they really don't like me and would rather me not be around them. From now on,I'll just stay away, i suppose....I meanit's not like I ever said much to anyone..I really don't talk a lot so maybe that's the reason people take advantage of me and just decide to use me to get what they want. I don't know...I don't even know what to do anymore with my own family(but that's a different topic...)
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Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 07:41 pm (no subject)
gods, my mom and seem to fight even more often now and i can't seem to figure out why. I think i might be part of it ,but i can't stand it when she complains about the dogs,or the birds, or life. i get so sick of it! i want to get out and live my life the way i want to, why can't she see that?Why does she assume she knows everything about me when she knows nothing?

Dad called today and i would've started rambling things off to that guy if my mom wasn't there.He never asks how I'm doing which I seriously find odd b/c the whole time i lived with him he couldn'twait to get all cuddly with me and my friends on the couch. Honestly I really dislike that guy and i'm sorry to say that i guess b/c he is my dad ( i won't say hate just to b nice to him)
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